ragnarpendon

there's this feeling of pseudo-epiphany that rolls over a person when he realizes that there's something wrong with him... apparently......... i'm one of those... hahahaha... dunno... jsut something random to type before running out of laptop batteries... if my math is right..... and it's usually not nowadays.... it's been a fuggin year since i last submitted my art on DA..... guess i'm that depressed.... or dry..... or just bored now... hmmm... something is definitely wrong........ :XD:

of all the people i see... you stand out of all the times i wish to spend... it's the times i spend with you i wish for the most of all the things i want to have.... it's the one's i want to give you that i want more than anything i love you... i can't stop thinking about you... i want to be over you... i want to be with you... i miss you too much... i can't miss you enough... you can't blame a guy for trying right? haha... you can ignore me..... you can make me feel unwanted.... but it's ok.... i'll keep this one sided emotion until i burst... it's what i'm good at :)

this is just an entry where i'm going to vent my most recent..... well... frustrations... so if you've got something against needy people who don't have an outlet... don't read on now then... let's just say i'm the kind of person who's fingers can talk better than his mouth.... probably because my brain works faster when less energy is being used to power the jaw, face, etc... anyway... dad started a conversation (he's a religious intellectual.... not a good combo in a person, trust me).... and it just so happened that the topic for the night was "what is the point of marriage".... i picked not throwing in a opinion... they're saying pret